Breaking News

16 May, 2012

SHORT TERM MEMORY LOSS SYNDROME


by Skylashtar Maryam
Short Term Memory Loss Syndrome = Berkurangnya daya ingat manusia disebabkan oleh dua hal yakni faktor trauma dan non trauma. Faktor trauma jika penderita pernah mengalami benturan keras di kepala akibat kecelakaan atau peristiwa lain. Sedangkan faktor non trauma jika pembuluh darah penderita mengalami gangguang sehingga tidak bisa menyuplai darah ke otak.

******

Saya kira, lupa di mana letak benda-benda, lupa nama-nama dan wajah orang, lupa jurusan angkot, lupa jalan, dan lupa beberapa peristiwa itu hanya hal biasa. Saya kira semua orang juga pernah mengalaminya dan apa yang terjadi pada saya hanya bersifat sementara. Bahkan tidak berbahaya kecuali kesulitan kecil untuk menemukan benda-benda dan harus sering kali meminta maaf pada orang-orang karena saya lupa nama mereka.

Tapi kemarin, ketika saya berangkat ke toko buku, saya tahu bahwa penyakit lupa yang saya alami bukan hal yang wajar. Tiba-tiba, saya lupa PIN ATM, saya lupa sedang apa di sana dan dengan siapa, membawa apa saja, bahkan saya lupa di mana saya menitipkan barang bawaan saya dan apa saja isinya. Saya ingin menangis, karena semakin keras saya berusaha mengingat, maka semakin lupa lah saya. Berkeliling-keliling di mall seperti orang bingung, mengirimkan sms kepada teman-teman, mencari petunjuk apa yang sebenarnya tengah saya lakukan di tempat itu.

Ini puncak panik saya sepertinya, berjongkok di sudut atm centre, memegangi kepala yang tak bisa berpikir, memandangi kartu penitipan barang yang bahkan saya lupa di mana letaknya. Finally I know, there is something wrong with me.

Saya tidak pernah mengira bahwa benturan di kepala akibat kecelakaan parah hampir lima tahun lalu itu berakibat fatal sampai sekarang. Saya sering bercanda bahwa saya ingin amnesia untuk melupakan segala macam luka dalam hidup saya. Dulu, saya selalu berseloroh tentang itu, tapi sekarang saya tidak merasa hal itu lucu.

Kenangan, sebagaimana pahitnya, akan selalu berharga, meski hanya sebagai kepingan kenangan. Saya baru tahu bahwa ingatan adalah mahluk yang membantu saya untuk sembuh, membantu saya untuk survive, membantu saya untuk tersenyum. Ya, ada wajah Salwa, ada ingatan tentang Najwa, mungkin rasa cinta pertama, dan kenangan-kenangan akan rasa bahagia. Saya tidak ingin lupa. Sungguh, tidak ingin semua itu hilang dari benak saya.

Saya takut, jika suatu hari nanti saya benar-benar lupa segala sesuatu yang terjadi dalam hidup saya. Bukan hanya ingatan-ingatan kecil seperti meletakkan handphone atau menyimpan USB. Tapi bagaimana jika keseluruhan ingatan saya hilang?  Tidak ada lagi kenangan tentang orang-orang yang saya cintai, tentang orang-orang yang mencintai saya, tentang momen-momen berharga dalam hidup saya. Bagaimana jika semua itu menghilang dihisap udara dan waktu. Akan jadi apa saya?

Manusia tanpa ingatan tak akan sanggup melangkah ke depan karena ia tak tahu apa yang terjadi di belakang.

17 komentar:

Shijun Lin said...

shijun 4.1 8
marc jacobs bags
coach outlet store online
coach outlet
ray ban watyfarer
gucci outlet
mulberry outlet
toms shoes
coach factory
cheap nfl jerseys
oakley sunglasses
ray ban aviators
christian louboutin shoes
lululemon
coach outlet store online
jordan retro 11
cheap oakleys
louis vuitton handbags
ray ban sunglasses sale
louis vuitton outlet
coach outlet
pandora jewelry
michael kors outlet
louis vuitton handbags
michael kors
concord 11
ray ban glasses
louis vuitton
retro 11
beats headphones
retro jordans 13
soccer jerseys
ralph lauren uk
concord 13
michael kors canada
coach factory outlet online
michael kors bags
lebron 11
louis vuitton bags
coach factory outlet
true religion outlet

Lin Huang said...

caihuanglin20150513
coach outlet online
michael kors handbag
oakley sunglasses outlet
michael kors outlet online
toms outlet
oakley sunglasses
burberry outlet
kate spade handbags
cheap oakleys
true religion sale
rolex watches
ray ban sunglasses
kate spade bags
hollister clothing
true religion jeans
oakley sunglass
tory burch outlet online
michael kors
christian louboutin outlet
michael kors outlet online
pandora jewelry
mont blanc pens
chanel bags
gucci outlet
abercrombie outlet
pandora outlet
ralph lauren
nike air max
coach outlet store online
cheap oakley sunglasses
tory burch handbags
polo ralph lauren
hollister clothing store
true religion outlet
air max 95
tory burch shoes
gucci outlet online
gucci uk
toms shoes
kate spade outlet online

Qing Cai said...

hollister clothing store
air jordan shoes
new balance shoes
kate spade outletonline
ed hardy clothing
tods outlet
michael kors handbags
air jordan 9
coach factory outlet
foamposite shoes
valentino shoes
hollister clothing
nike roshe run
kate spade outletstore
cheap oakley sunglasses
michael kors handbags
coach outlet
coach outlet store
mac makeup
fred perry polo shirts
tory burch outlet
louis vuitton outlet
cheap oakley sunglasses
louis vuitton outlet
cheap jordans
true religion jeans
michael kors sale
swarovski jewelry
babyliss
chanel outlet
pandora jewelry
kate spade uk
burberry outlet
coach outlet
burberry handbags
hollister shirts
mcm handbags
cheap toms
salomon running shoes
foamposite gold
cai2015513

Shijun Lin said...

shijun 5.15
abercrombie fitch
hollister
adidas running shoes
white timberland boots
hollister outlet
true religion sale
cheap ray ban sunglasses
retro 11
michael kors outlet
coach outlet store online
ray ban sunglasses
jordan 11s
gucci
christian louboutin shoes
celine
michael kors
pandora rings
louis vuitton outlet
cheap ray bans
coach factorty outlet
jordan 11
michael kors uk
ralph lauren outlet
jordan shoes
michael kors outlet online sale
cheap oakley sunglasses
oakley sunglasses
michael kors handbags
hollister kids
christian louboutin shoes
kate spade totes
juicy couture handbags
michael kors outlet
hollister co
jordan shoes
air jordan 13
michael kors handbags
abercrombie kids
jordan retro 3
abercrombie and fitch

陈晓 said...

swarovski crystal

swarovski crystals

swarovski uk

north face outlet

north face jackets

the north face

north face outlet

north face outlet

thomas sabo uk

tiffany and co

tiffany jewelry

bebe clothing

harrods london

gucci shoes

polo ralph lauren outlet

Wei Chen said...

QF0805
denver broncos jerseys
kobe bryant jersey
broncos jerseys
cartier bracelet
vans for sale
ralph lauren uk
michael kors outlet
canada goose jackets
minnesota vikings jerseys
oakley sunglasses
larry fitzgerald jerseys,kevin kolb jerseys,patrick peterson jersey,andre ellington jersey,larry fitzgerald jersey,calais campbell jersey,deone bucannon jersey,andre ellington elite jersey,darnell dockett jersey,michael floyd jersey,sam acho jersey
gucci shoes
soccer jerseys,cheap soccer jerseys,cheap soccer jerseys for sale,soccer jersey,usa soccer jersey,football jerseys
vikings jerseys
barcelona jersey
steelers jerseys
warriors jerseys
christian louboutin sale
seahawks jersey
michael kors outlet, http://www.michaelkors-outlets.us.com
michael kors uk
coach outlet online
san antonio spurs jerseys

Da Shuai Guo said...

guowenhao0806
nike running shoes
true religion jeans
louis vuitton handbags
new york giants jerseys
the north face outlet store
louis vuitton outlet
valentino shoes
north face outlet
mcm bags
instyler ionic styler
north face jackets
miami heat jersey
air jordan 11
abercrombie and fitch
tods shoes
ghd hair straighteners
michael kors factory outlet, http://www.michaelkorsfactoryoutletonline.com
abercrombie and fitch
oakley sunglasses
new balance shoes
michael kors handbags
foamposite shoes
converse all star
real madrid jersey
true religion outlet, http://www.truereligionjean.in.net
nhl jerseys
louis vuitton
the north face jackets
coach outlet
links of london
lebron james shoes
louis vuitton uk
ghd
christian louboutin sale
calvin klein underwear
toms shoes
oakley sunglasses
air jordan shoes
kate spade outlet
ugg boots, http://www.cheapuggboots.net.co

Meiqing Xu said...

15914meiqng
football shoes
jordan pas cher
true religion jeans
nike air max
louis vuitton pas cher
nike air max 90
hollister
celine handbags
louis vuitton handbags
mulberry handbags
ralph lauren uk
adidas shoes
hermes belt
toms outlet
uggs on sale
nike huarache trainers
barbour jackets
new balance outlet
tory burch outlet
ray-ban sunglasses
christian louboutin shoes
coach outlet online
fitflop uk
cheap versace
nike elite socks

Nike Free said...

nike store nike clearance store nike store locator nike sale nike outlet store nike free run basketball shoes nike basketball shoes nike basketball best basketball shoes cheap nike basketball shoes nike outlet nike store nike factory store nikestore nike employee store nike factory nike factory outlet nike outlet coupon nike store locator nike shoes on sale nike shop cheap jordans cheap jordan shoes cheap jordans for sale jordans for cheap retro jordans for sale jordan shoes for sale jordans for sale cheap jordans for sale wholesale jordans

Junda Xu said...

20160324 junda
michael kors purses
canada goose outlet
mizuno running shoes
fitflops
toms shoes
valentino shoes on sale
coach purses
cheap jordans
michael kors bags
coach outlet
toms outlet
burberry outlet online
polo ralph lauren outlet
pandora jewelry
kate spade outlet online
nike air max uk
toms wedges
michael kors outlet
true religion jeans
lacoste shoes
oakley sunglasses
calvin klein underwear
longchamp
calvin klein outlet
canada goose outlet
new balance outlet
michael kors outlet online
coach factory outlet
burberry outlet
puma shoes
michael kors bags
christian louboutin uk
coach factory outlet
vans sk8 hi
christian louboutin outlet
ralph lauren outlet
true religion outlet
toms outlet
cartier love bracelet
ecco shoes

Zheng junxai5 said...

zhengjx20160402
ralph lauren
hermes outlet
cheap ray ban sunglasses
chi flat iron
calvin klein outlet stores
coach outlet store online
burberry outlet
michael kors handbags
longchamp uk
kate spade outlet
reebok
michael kors outlet canada
lululemon outlet store
rolex submariner
asics gel kayano
coach outlet store
coach purses on sale
ray ban outlet
vans store
ray bans
true religion jeans
bottega veneta shoes
jimmy choo outlet store
omega speedmaster
ralph lauren outlet
discount oakley sunglasses
ugg outlet
michael kors outlet online
coach outlet online
burberry sale
toms outlet
kate spade outlet
armani exchange
nike air max 95
prada outlet
michael kors canada
ghd hair dryer
coach factory outlet
true religion jeans
lululemon athletica

Gege Dai said...

nike free running
nike trainers uk
new york jets jerseys
chiefs jersey
houston texans jersey
cleveland cavaliers jerseys
nike outlet store
instyler
mac cosmetics
kansas city chiefs jerseys
los angeles clippers
denver broncos jerseys
ferragamo outlet
texans jerseys
indianapolis colts jersey
polo pas cher
oakland raiders jerseys
baltimore ravens jersey
ed hardy clothing
pittsburgh steelers jerseys
new england patriots jerseys
raiders jerseys
marc jacobs sale
nike outlet store
browns jerseys
patriots jerseys
cincinnati bengals jerseys
oklahoma city thunder jerseys
eagles jerseys

minnesota vikings jersey
san diego chargers jersey
linyuan0505

林东 said...

20160607lindong
cheap jordans
nike air max
ugg boots
ralph lauren outlet
louis vuitton bags
supra shoes
michael kors outlet
michael kors outlet clearance
cheap mlb jerseys
nike store
ray bans
ferragamo shoes
christian louboutin outlet
ray ban outlet
cheap nhl jerseys
ray ban sunglasses
hermes uk
under armour outlet
jordan pas cher
michael kors outlet online
oakley sunglasses
discount nike shoes
adidas nmd
holliste sale
michael kors outlet online
louboutin uk
under armour shoes
adidas gazelle
cheap oakley sunglasses
under armour outlet
adidas trainers
cheap oakley sunglasses

xumeiqing said...

20160628meiqing
versace shoes
adidas nmd
reebok uk
true religion jeans
louis vuitton handbags
louboutin
michael kors outlet
nike cortez
nfl jerseys wholesale
cheap jordans
gucci outlet
ray bans
michael kors outlet
michael kors purses
hollister co
ray ban outlet
sac longchamp
buy red bottoms
ferragamo shoes
hugo boss outlet
oakley sunglasses
cartier watches
ralph lauren outlet
nike air force 1
yeezy boost 350
polo ralph lauren
fake oakleys outlet
supra shoes
converse shoes
louboutin uk
michael kors outlet online
louis vuitton factory outlet
sac longchamp pliage
christian louboutin
true religion jeans
ray ban sunglasses
burberry outlet

Gege Dai said...

oakley sunglasses
coach outlet
coach outlet
giuseppe zanotti shoes
polo shirts
longchamp solde
cheap mlb jerseys
michael kors outlet
michael kors handbags outlet
babyliss pro
oakley sunglasses
celine outlet
montblanc pens
ghd uk
fitflops sale
fitflops shoes
true religion jeans
chrome hearts
louis vuitton bags
tods shoes
mont blanc pens
coach outlet clearance
rolex watches
cartier sunglasses for men
juicy couture tracksuit
nike air force 1
celine outlet online
coach outlet online
prada sunglasses for women
chicago blackhawks
michael kors outlet
coach outlet
nike trainers
ralph lauren outlet
louis vuitton neverfull sale
czq20160718

Fangyaya said...

oakley sunglasses outlet
louboutin femme
coach outlet clearance
michael kors outlet online
true religion jeans cheap
true religion outlet
louis vuitton bags
michael kors outlet
timberland boots
gucci bags
ray ban outlet
lebron 13 shoes
louis vuitton purses
jordan retro 13
ray bans
adidas nmd
jordan 3 retro
cheap ray ban sunglasses
longchamp outlet
coach outlet online
ralph lauren
gucci belts
ray ban outlet
ray ban outlet
michael kors handbags
fitflop shoes
coach outlet clearance
montblanc pens
toms shoes uk
ralph lauren clearance outlet
timberlands
retro jordans 13
air jordan shoes
air jordan 4
louis vuitton outlet online
kobe shoes 11
louis vuitton outlet stores
toms shoes
air max 95
michael kors outlet clearance
20168.8chenjinyan

raybanoutlet001 said...

ugg boots
coach outlet
new balance shoes
ray ban sunglasses
fitflops shoes
ecco shoes
falcons jersey
chiefs jersey
oakley sunglasses
cheap mlb jerseys

Post a Comment